hi. this is the first post in my blog. I hate the word blog. it's too much like blarg. big baby news today is that I am too fat to feel if my uterus is actually growing. the mood swings are coming fast and furious and today's lucky mood is...apprehension! some sample issues: how can I love a new baby as much as I love my son, will my baby be as smart as my son, can we afford a baby, how freakin fat am I actually going to wind up getting, and why some people have seemed less than thrilled and almost nonchalant upon hearing of our impending baby. and that's just this hour.